so much for MY plans

So, I didn't get into the Middle East Studies Program for next semester. So, as of right now, I will finishing out at Dordt next semester.

I want to be able to say that this is all part of God's plan and all that cliche stuff and that I'm okay with the whole thing.

But I don't really feel that right now.

I'm sad and disappointed and I don't really understand.

But, I do know that good things will happen next semester, that I will grow and learn and become a better person even though I'll be at Dordt and not in Egypt. As much as I don't want to be here, it's obviously what I need to do.

But it still sucks.