i am looking into creating my own spring break. i looked at plane tickets to korea. they are expensive. but i work and i can afford it which makes it that much more attainable for me to go.
i really want to go.
i need to get out of sioux center, out of dordt, out of this weird transitional period of life where i don't belong anywhere.
i was forced to wear pink to work yesterday because it was valentines day. i think it put me in a very pessimistic mood.
lies. i've been in a very pessimistic mood for a while. circumstances force that.
circumstances suck.
death cab, however, does not. neither does paul simon. it never ceases to amaze me how music can carry me through anything. i just turn something on, turn my brain off, and sing loudly. for some reason, it helps. even just falling asleep to my dear friend paul simon singing to me is comforting. especially when you know the other people in the room feel the same way.
stability and security. you don't realize how important they are until they are gone. and then you long for that sense again. long.
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Have you been pessimistic for the past few days? I feel... bamboozled. You bamboozled me.
And here I thought we were talking. I have much to learn. Also, we finished the casserole and it was still deeeelish.
go to Korea, Sarah. explore a new world that opens up a new mindset. we all owe ourselves on new perspective every now and again, right?
My vote is go if you can afford it. Out of country experiences are good things, in my limited experience with them. Yay you!
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