i will be headed home one week from today. i am excited about this fact. i miss my family. i haven't seen them since august. it is time.
the forecast says lots of snow. i actually had to scrape ice off my car this morning. it's been downcast here as usual. no one told me before i moved here that most days the sun does not shine. in fact, most days, some sort of precipitation is falling out of a gray, dreary sky. it's kind of sad.
this week is busy - papers, quizzes, tests. all crammed in before thanksgiving break. a week long break will be nice.
i'm struggling to make a decision on possible summer plans. there are several options - all of them good and valid. i'm just not sure which one to pursue. i've come to despise making decisions. i wish a sign would fall from heaven and shove me in the right direction. or that someone else would just tell me what to do. ahh, to be six again. it just reminds me how unstable life can be most of the time. i think that we take false comfort in the "stability" of life. maybe it's just percieved stability.
maybe i'm just pessimistic from living a life that revolves around homework, functions in gray skys, and feels like it has absolutely no direction.
1 comment:
I love you, Sarah. And I positively cannon wait to see you. :) It shall be a glorious week free from all those homework-enduced burdens. And just think... if life had no direction, you wouldn't be in seminary. You wouldn't be anywhere, really.. Your direction will come when it is time. Rely on that.
You are my sunshine,
my only sunshine.
You make me happy
when skies are grey..
You'll never know dear
how much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away.
My mom used to sing that to me when I was down, and I found it very fitting for you at this moment. :)
Love,
Me.
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